Thursday, October 29, 2009

Rising Stars

As some of you may know, because I announced it oh so proudly, I went to an event last weekend in Chicago and was on the official "press list," which was very exciting for me. Yes, I got to stand on the special line when I arrived and sat in "Section A" at the fashion show. Section A was right in front, in case that's not evident :P

The event was the culmination of Chicago's Fashion Focus Week, a stretch of days filled with the type of stuff we love! Trunk shows, seminars and lectures for those aspiring to be part of the fashion industry, shopping specials, fabric and trim shows, and of course runway shows. Sadly, as I actually do have to go to school and complete the work that I am paying $50K to do, I was not able to attend all of these (how much fun would that have been?!), but I think I went to the best one!


Gen Art Fresh Faces in Fashion is an annual event that took place this year in New York, LA, and Chicago and has helped launch the careers of some stars, the no-longer-so-fresh faces of: Zac Posen, Rebecca Taylor, Lara Miller, woohoo! This year, the designers featured were C/FAN, Imaginary People, Kristin Hassan, JLee Silver, Red Doll by Tatyana Merenyuk, Emma Carroll, and Dorsia - all authentic Chicago talent... and talent they do have.

Take a look at some of the designs that I felt stood out and were true gems in the show (and that I actually was able to get decent shots of).

I adore the classic yet sexy look of this little white minidress by JLee Silver. The flattering silhouette of the slight-tulip skirt is always a favorite of mine. I think this piece is perfect casual day-wear, especially when paired with the vest, but can also have a subtle, quiet glamour to it. In my closet, please?



This Imaginary People ensemble was a highlight to me. It seemed to have a lot of elements of their signature artsy style. The high-waisted patterned skinny pant is refreshing and catches the eye, invoking a geometric floral print or fragmented glass. This is an awesome look to me, especially from the back!



The ultimate party dress. Metallic and tulle with a flower petal print on the bodice - this dress stole the show for Tatyana Merenyuk. The additional fabric sitting right above the waist, folded beautifully in the origami trend, really made the design difference here to me.


More Red Doll. Cute but edgy. LOVE IT.



Final Red Doll piece. This is elegant and beautiful, and I think the black really works with the cut-out silhouette, creating balance and making the dress wearable. (Sorry I didn't get better pics of it.)


This was the the other evening gown, and it was also gorgeous but with a bit of a softer look. The color, once again, makes the piece interesting and adds a little spice to a romantic style. The little redhead is the designer, Tatyana, and she's adorable! And extremely smart, as we can see from her work. I can't wait to her more about her as she blows up. I'm sure she will.

So yea, I'm sorry that I'm obsessed with everything, but can we all remember what I was doing not that long ago? Eeeek. I'm so happy! I love being a part of this :)

Oh! And i set up my first face-to-face interview with a designer today. I'm working hard in my endeavors to continue to get more involved in the fashion community here, hopefully working with designers and other fashion professionals to reinforce each others' success. I think that's what a community is, and I hope to be a rising star, just like these amazing artists.

check them out!
http://www.reddollbytm.com
http://www.imaginarypeopleonline.com/fashion
http://lookbook.jleesilver.com

Photo credit: ME, bitches!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

What do I do at school?

So, I want to make it clear that by no means do I think this is interesting to watch or even high in quality or on the spectrum of video editing proficiency, but I'm still always so excited about how much I'm learning! And while this may look like a two-minute clip about some dude you've never seen before, it's really hours and hours of work - shooting scenes repeatedly and then editing to put it all together to make a seamless story. In a nutshell, this shit was hard. Watch it now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQVF8JlNszk
(It was too big to upload to this site, sorry dudes, you may have to copy & paste)

The point here is merely that I'm not in Excel for 14 straight hours a day working with budgets and GRPs to make sure people buy products that I don't care about (although the "puck" that will clean the inside of your front-load washing machine was SO cool). If you don't understand the profundity of what I mean, then you clearly haven't been there.

YIPPEEEE!

Andrew did his video package on me attempting to start working out because I have a little fitness room in my building. I did ten push-ups and kissed my bicep. Hopefully he'll include that clip. Can't wait til that one is shown in class :)

Now that we have learned how to write simple quick reporting print story styles, record and edit audio stories, create audio-visual projects (essentially slideshows but, no, this is not in PowerPoint), and shoot and edit video, we'll begin reporting full time this week! And the Arts & Culture beat went to none other than moi. So if anyone hears of cool shit going on in the Northwest Side of Chicago, please pass on the privileged info.

Yes, I'm home on a Saturday night posting to my blog. Still working on that friends thing ;) Hehe niiiiight <3

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Random Thoughts

The other day, another student and I were discussing this path we've chosen, to be writers and journalists, the romanticism, the hardship, the bullshit of it all! We (not just us here, but all of us, everywhere) get so wrapped up in our day to day duties that our careers demand of us, the constant taxing tasks, that we rarely step back and think about what we are doing. And more than that, why? Here though, this year, I hope to think of it a lot and often.

This student said, as we discussed our successful, generous, and sacrificing parents, what they may want from us, and the ways in which we may have failed them... and the ways in which we have made them proud beyond belief:
"My grandfather was a bricklayer so my father could be a doctor; my father was a doctor so I could be an artist."
I don't know if this was actually true of his own life or if it is some saying I have somehow missed before. It struck me though. For so long, I've battled the things I love and want, the things that make me what I am and make me tick. And then I heard this... my father was a doctor so I could be an artist... Maybe that's it.

Thank you thank you thank you to my Mommy and Daddy.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

A Labor of Love


This is a tad late, but many have asked me to share more about the Parsons program I did in Paris this summer - what kept me up until the wee hours, what I liked about it, etc. so I want to show some of the work I did. It was such an interesting experience because I came in with literally no knowledge about anything we were doing in the class; by the end, I felt I had discovered an untapped source of happiness, something that was always within me but only now had a chance to come out. I know I'm still a beginner, but I was proud of what I accomplished in my four short weeks!

I have to give beaucoup de credit to my teachers, David Leung (design concepts) and Vasilija Zivanic (fashion illustration) - Vasi's website is http://vasilija.com if anyone wants to check our her awesome work - for bringing me from the girl who hadn't drawn since 4th grade to one of the more dedicated and passionate students. Basically, Vasi taught us a lot of techniques and important aspects of illustration for fashion design before we could actually create anything in David's class, where we learned what qualifies as a cohesive yet varied collection, how an inspiration or mood can translate into clothing, what defines a designer's style, and how to bring ourselves and our identities into what we created. All of it was so much fun and I am looking into taking a fashion drawing class in Chicago during a different semester when I have more time. It was artistic, eye-opening, liberating, and... pretty much just a blast :)

Here are a couple of things that can give an idea of the projects in Vasi's class, from the first days to the end.

Learning to draw a fashion figure; that's mine on the right


Can you guess which is mine :)


Some combination of my work and Vasi's... She did the face, duh


Drawing denim


Stripes


Large florals... using water with markers for a "bleedy" effect - that's Vasi's word (this is a drawing of a runway image, I don't know who the designer is sorry)


Understanding color groups and the color wheel


Just for fun :) Also done from working off of a magazine cutout

Now, in conjunction with drawing, shading, coloring, and painting, we needed to use these skills and apply them to real ideas. Every week, we had to design a collection - based on an inspiration or theme, we had to think up and draw 20-30 pieces. Monday or Tuesday we would tell David our theme and show him our mood board (a collection of images mounted formally onto a board that presents your color scheme, silhouettes, and the overall inspiration for your designs); Wednesday we'd have to show him our full collection, just drawn in our sketch books, and he would approve (or in some cases disapprove) of our work; and Thursday we'd present to the class final finished illustrations of 3-5 of our best designs that, together, were representative of the full collection. This was A LOT of work!

The first day's assignment was just rendering other designers' pieces from runway images. This was for David and the class to see what types of styles we each chose and get an idea of who we are.

I chose a combination of Badgley Mischka, Oscar de la Renta, Temperley London, Chanel, and Stella McCartney. David knew immediately what defined my style :)

The first collection assignment was decade-inspired. I chose the 60s and sort of fused mod with hippie, using geometric shapes but also a large paisley in many of my designs. I won't show my mood boards for anything except my final project... just the finishes. A lot of the sweat though was in those first 20 drawings, but you can see the fruits of that labor!
First attempt at using color for my croquis, very streaky eek. And I think the photo is tilted a little, I didn't draw them all leaning to one side!

Using the first collections for reference, the class chose a designer each of us was sort of like and another one who was our opposite. David and class decided my work was Roberto Cavalli-esque, based on the decade project, and hence I was assigned Michael Kors as my opposite designer (I was crossing my fingers for Jil Sander). Collection #2 was to be done as if I worked under Michael Kors. This was meant to be challenging for us, and it was! Many students found it extremely frustrating to put their own style aside, but it is imperative when you're taking instructions from a designer above you.

I did a winter collection for MK, and here are three of my finishes:
I was critiqued here for not including a suit in my final presentation, and my lavender skirt ought to have been black or charcoal. Yes, this affected my grade. Oops!

Next was a group project, so six other designs were presented but Sharon and Rachel took theirs home and I don't have pics of them right now. Together, we had quite a good collection and ours was chosen for the final exhibition. Group work is a bitch, I think we all can agree on that, and it's even worse in creative pursuits. Ultimately, we came up with a Middle Eastern/Arabian theme, and we successfully designed a unified and beautiful collection, in my humble opinion ;) Here are my three finishes:
We used a vibrant color palette of red, orange, Prussian blue, cream and gold, as well as inspiration from Arabic lettering and Islamic architecture in our designs. The class approved!

For the final, we had a truly thought provoking project, one that gave us an opportunity to show different aspects of ourselves and our creativity as well as interests in other areas of our lives. But it was not easy. Basically we had to choose a historical or iconic figure, real or fictional, and choose a modern day woman who embodies the persona or style of the original figure, then design a collection for your modern figure.. This was harder than it sounds. We had to do two mood boards, one for each person, and the designs had to draw upon inspirations from both, coming together to create one collection. So for example, people chose pairs such as Betty Boop and Dita Von Teese, Bob Marley and M.I.A., Marilyn Monroe and Scarlett Johansson, Jackie O. and Carla Bruni, you get the idea.

Well, me being me, I wanted to do Dagny Taggart. Yes, of Taggart Transcontinental! I love Atlas Shrugged! I'm such a dork :P David was very skeptical of this as Dagny is a fictional character with no physical representation; she's just someone in a book and no illustrations have been made of her, so what was I going off of in terms of determining her style personality? But I am so passionate about what she represents, and I also thought this would be a stimulating challenge for me because the designs would likely be a contrast to anything that is currently considered "my style." I originally thought Cate Blanchett or Hilary Swank were really good representations for the modern version of my character and was really excited. But this was not the assignment; we were not supposed to find people who would be cast to play this role well. I needed to think of someone who is like Dagny - strong, selfish, successful, possibly considered cold and ruthless. I was like ughhhh I dunno!

The class heard my frustration, and someone chimed in "Anna Wintour!" And it call came together. How perfect... especially for me :) So there it was. And here is my work, including inspiration boards:
Dagny mood board, depicting NY in the 20s, an art deco theme, hard lines, and an industrial feel


Anna Wintour mood board, showing her glamour and NY now, and of course, Atlas in Rockefeller Center

The finishes - I did six of them and was up until 7 am perfecting the details:
For work


For cocktails


For the Red Carpet

And I got an A! David told the class how hard my project was and that my dedication paid off. I was probably glowing :) Most of the details are not visible in these photos, but tried to be very meticulous with the illustration. The evening gown is supposed to be rectangular metallic plates strung together, with white sequins on the bust and in that slit in the back, and the black is actually supposed to be sheer, but I couldn't achieve the transparent effect, with a sprinkling of silver glitter. Very Dagny, very Anna!

Anyway, that's the gist of it. Passion-filled, rewarding, awesome. It was such an intellectual journey too, all of the creating, churning out ideas and struggling to have it all make sense. It was an absolute thrill to me. I couldn't imagine having to sell it too!

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On the very last day, a photographer who works with a lot of big-name designers and prestigious fashion media companies (Mikael Vojinovic - check out his work online) came to talk to us about the industry. At one point, he asked us, "Why do you do this?" Kat, a girl in the class, piped up, "We're in love." Other people began responding at once: "Love." "We love it." "I can't live without it." "I love it all!" This was not a shock to me, yet it was so poignant, it made me tear up. I was so happy. I had never been a part of anything like this. I felt so far away from the self and life I knew for so long, but it felt so right, it fit, it clicked, it was me.

That was the thing about all of this - they were in love. And I was too.

Unbelievable.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Back! And Back to School

Hi hi! Once again, and hopefully for the last time, I must apologize for my hiatus. Not sure if I actually have readers, but if I do, I'm sorry! In my defense, a lot has gone on and this major transition has proven draining and difficult, to say the least. But, since I am actually trying to be a writer, I am going to make it a priority to have something interesting to say at least once a week! Someone hold me to this somehow, please.

The campus grounds in Evanston... the area is gorgeous, I had no idea

Back to school time as an adult comes with a very eclectic mix of experiences, especially in a new city. I'll tell you why. I moved here two days before class started and pretty much had nothing with me but my clothes and my mom. That second part is key. I didn't have any of my equipment since I am technologically retarded (I had to buy like a thousand dollars worth of software on top of the very expensive computer I had to get built, yes built, and a new camera, audio recorder, and video camera, plus all the accessories for each of these), so I was sorta unprepared. Oops ;) Oh, and we were also expected to know how to use this stuff. I find this part pretty aggravating, a fact exaggerated by the hour and half we spend learning "data entry" and other basic functions of Excel in my Journalism by the Numbers class. So much for being in a program with about 80 literature, English, and public policy dorks who haven't done even simple math since high school. I'm like shit, the one thing my advertising job taught me makes me a freak amongst my classmates.

They threw us right in. We are split up into groups of 16, and I am in what the other classes call "the turbo class," based on our having to go out reporting the first day and having two stories due the first week. By reporting, I mean going up to random people, sticking a recorder or video camera in their face, and asking them what they think about random issues. It's super fun and not awkward at all. Not sure what I'll do when I'm old and ugly and can't rely on being like "Hi, I'm a student can you please help me with my project for class, kind sir?" Oh yea, and in the midst of all this, in front of my mother one day (I brought her along for the first assignment!), a 53-year-old man asked me for my phone number. Awesomeness.

So it takes me an hour to get to school cuz I decided to live in Chicago instead of Evanston, near campus. I don't regret this decision as it was imperative to be in a city (I also got into U of Missouri - can you imagine?!), but winter is going to make me want to kill myself, I accept this as a reality. Whenever I talk about cold weather, I refer to Edith Wharton's Ethan Frome. Does anyone remember this book? Well I don't, but I know it's set in some ridiculously effing cold place and it's all about how everyone is totally depressed just because of the cold! Ughhh that's gonna be me. I am Ethan Frome. I've already started looking online for one of those calf-length puffy jackets and a ski mask.

Oh, and I was sick for the first two weeks, probably because I traveled to the other side of the world to Chinamanland, saw every sight possible, and then came back and started grad school five days later. After my mom spent a week with me in my new apartment, she came back to visit three weeks later with my dad and I think it's cuz they were worried about me. Wait, am I 26? Oh well, I loved the lovin!

Alright, about the people. I'm a bad person and have decided very quickly who I don't like and am still figuring out who I do like. It's not really my fault since the unlikables have so many glaring awful qualities. I'll only talk about one, since she's the best one! I met her at the open house in April, and she wouldn't shut the f up about her sorority at SMU. Being a KKG myself (go Kappa! :P), I feel I have the right to think this girl is moron. She found a way to infuse something about her sorority into every topic of conversation. For example, this happened:

Random guy: I'm really not sure where I'm going to live.
Annoying sorority bitch: Well, at the sorority house, everyone lived in the sorority house.

Fine, so that's not verbatim, but you get the idea. She brought this up in ANY way possible. I was like you stupid freak, no one here gives a flying you-know-what. She wears pearls every day, sometimes curls her hair for class, and recently wore a pink tank top under a white zip-up sweatshirt with pink studding all over the back, a rhinestone headband, and carried a pink purse. I wanted to be like, Elle Woods much? I thought there might be a tiny puppy in her bag. Blaaaaah she sucks majorly and I want to laugh every time I look at her. Instead I just keep my meanness to myself until I can let it out here yaaay!

So yea I have no real friends because I am too much of a zombie to talk to people in the five minutes before morning lecture and then we all go home after class in the afternoon. I'm not sure I know how to meet people anymore. I need more time than this to warm up but others are forming groups! I'll be an outcast! But then when I do try to be fun and friendly, I sort of remove myself for a second and decide I'm being a fake cheesy idiot.

Class is long and exhausting and the work is hard and often frustrating, especially when I can't get the people I accost to talk to me. WHYY?

Where I spend my life

Okay now good things! I'm learning so much. So so so much. I better be for what I'm paying them ;) Today, the professor showed my audio-visual project as an example in class. I can't explain how surprising and gratifying this was for me. After covering a Logan Square harvest festival, spending five hours editing my clips in Audacity, and then creating a story with the audio and my photos, I had no idea that mine would be good - quality doesn't enter into my process here; I just try to meet deadlines and consider that an accomplishment. But my instructor said I had great photography and I told a story! The first part was very significant to me because I want to get into photojournalism here, an aspect of this that I think will be very creatively fulfilling and help me with my visual skills for the career I want.

I'm hopeful and eager to take advantage of everything this program has to offer. I can't focus a ton on fashion, but I am going to take a little control and try to make it relevant where I can - we are choosing our beats (sort of like topics) for what we will report on for the rest of the quarter next week, and I think I can do Arts & Culture, which I feel I'd enjoy but which will also prove to be a challenge. This is just the beginning and after that we get to do more of what we want. I'm figuring out now if in the second quarter I want to do business reporting or public affairs reporting... I'm sure you will all hear me through the decision process :) And for my capstone project next summer, I am going to do a long-form narrative project and likely focus on race or gender politics in some way.

So, this has been a long one because of all the changes. In spite of my gripes, I am elated about the opportunities ahead of me and about the jump I made to pursue something more creative and more me. I was stuck in a rut for so long that I can't even grasp where I am and all that's in front of me.

A speaker this week made a great point for the class to remember: excitement and fear can co-exist. This statement is defining of this stage in my life. It's scary as hell, but I can't wait for... everything! I think everyone should keep that fact in mind and be able to feel that way about what they do. I believe it's a mark of doing something you truly love. Maybe a lot of us, including me, let the fear part take over and we don't allow ourselves to get to a place where the excitement can shine. People, let it shine!

Oh, and bring me some sun too please :)